63 - I'm Dead

[Trojan]

13 12 91 H R H

silence, silence
that deafening noise
silence, silence
we linger - - lifeless toys..

silence, silence
can't take it anymore
it's making my ears ache
making my brain sore..

silence, silence
the noise of a hawk as it starts to soar..
silence, silence
the sound of a waveless shore..

silence, silence..nothing but silence
not a breeze, not a song of a bird..
deafening silence, insane silence
not a sound can be heard..

Isn't it great, I'm dead..

[Trojan]

92 H R H

lost I float in your eyes
quitely I listen to yor silent cries
as you wipe away my dry tears
and try to calm my dreadful fears

I feel your heart beat in sync with mine
as u caress my soul, yours - - commits the crime

I get the sentence
framed - - sit in a cell
one day heaven, one day hell

I'm now imprisoned - - in your heart,
yours - - to love - - or tear apart

[Trojan]

19 5 91 H R H

Thine lips are coloured of wine
and in thine eyes I see mine

we are so close, though thou art
so far

myself on one, thee on another
star

And if morrow thou should lose thine glow
I'll take blood that in mine veins doth flow

and make it fuel to light thine fire
so morrow your glow I may admire

[Trojan]

28 11 90 H R H

I live..I live..but why?
I take..I give..I lie
I eat..I sleep..I cry
I live..I live..I die?!..

I was born
my mother felt pain
I go through life
is there something to gain?!..

Is life mad ?!..
or am I insane..

Now I feel happy..now sad..now plain?!..

what is life?
where is it?
I stand..I walk..I sit
I speak..I write..I ponder a bit
one answer, this is it..

yes, life is life
whatever we say
not a painting
not a staue of clay
not a ship at sea
nor a boat at bay
life's a game we all must play..

some lose..some win
some just survive
some steal..some kill
some deprive
and on the loss of others
they thrive
others eat..drink
and jive..

some.. ..others
just die
some..with no chance to
say goodbye
we live..we live
we die
we live..we live
but why???!!!..

[Trojan]

29 11 92 H R H

sunlight creeps away through the dark alleys
batteling it's way through the air
as a black silk sheet smothers the valleys
and the sun to it's last blonde hair

the white knight battles to be - -
as his dark opponent strikes to kill
soon the knight starts to flee
as the enemy takes over with a chill

He conquers after the battle
but not for long, just for tonight
the white knight shall again mount his saddle
and tomorrow he shall bring light

[Trojan]

G A A

In autumn
sadness tumbles from the trees
and, wind-blown, scatters everwhere;

In winter
sadness rides the clouds
and, wind-swept, showers earth;

In spring
sadness grows from soil
and twins with grass and flowers;

In summer
sadness melts on every face
in drops of sweat.

[Trojan]

G A A

Here I am, thoughts torn, soul perplexed,
stuffed with a meaningless passion;
my lips never touched springs of contentment,
my eyes never saw volcanoes of light;
my caravan, still lost - - no one
knows where the journey will end.

Can you kill the dispair in my pain?
Resurrect the child in the man?
Can your touch strip my hopes
of thier fears and thier frets?
Is there wine on your lips
to curdle the kisses I drink?
Is there a flood in your eyes
to subdue my wild sonnets,
and make them all yours?

What have you seen of my pain,
my struggles, concerns and distress?
Let the poems not fool you; they are
scraps from my old bag of tricks.
The only true song that escaped from my lips
is not caught in my pen.

Do you know the old story of love?
How it grows from illusion to frenzy?
How we call it platonic, and yet
are consumed in the fury of flesh?
How it feeds us?, And how,
once we are fed, we forget?

Can you give more more
then ever any woman gave to her poet?

More than beauty - -
More than Love?