The Grand illusion

[freemocy]

Trapped within a lovesick dreamers nightmare
Endless thoughts of you dragging me nowhere
Although I just want the keys to your heart
It’s not hard to see that I’d lost from the start


Sitting on my throne of desperation
Loneliness forever my damnation
Waste my life within these sick delusions
I’m lost inside the grand illusion

For this sickness another martyr dies
Take your dream from the twisted lullabies
Building myself a funeral pyre
From the inside consumed by the fire

Cursing the sun that shines above my head
Without your love I’m better off dead
I’m lost in this love’s cruel confusion
I can’t escape the grand illusion

I’m lost in your eyes, I’m far too far gone
To escape the pain your beauty has spawned
Never again will my sad spirit rise
Until I can claim your heart as my prize

My open heart is bruised as it’s rejected
Those in love can never be protected
So I sit alone in my reclusion
Alone within the grand illusion

[freemocy]

Someday thou will find me. I will know thee, Beloved by the light in thy eyes, by the touch of thy hand, by the taste of thy lips, sweeter than honey, deeper than wine. Mine heart dost long for thine warmth with every beat. Mine breath dost cry for thine kiss.

My soul dost thirst for thine love. I pray that wherever thou art, thy heart will find it's way into my arms

[freemocy]

We met unexpectidly,
With no anticipation in mind,
The night went so beautifully,
And look what I find,


There's a brightness about you,
Which is seldomly found,
With uniqueness and beauty,
And love all around,

As life is a line,
Which is so very fine,
Just to caress your lips,
Which have the sweet taste of wine,

So with these words,
That I've written this day,
For you my love,
These words of praise

[freemocy]

My love for you is unconditionally true.
Even though we've just met I still say I love you, I truly do.
I love you like I love my self, wit love, care and respect.
I mean what I say, and I say what I feel.


You and me was meant to be and that's for real.
Don't bother by telling me a list of lies, if that's what you plan to do then don't waste your time.
But truly speaking from me to you
My love for you is unconditinally true.

[freemocy]

Once in our life when we think of fairy tales...
We wish for a prince or a princess...
And everything ends up happily ever after...
But today's the 90's-


A modern kind of love...
Some are practical in choosing a partner in life...
Some still believe in the old ways or their traditions
But who cares, mine's a different kind of adventure-
A "net" love fantasy...
Or let's say talking to a damn computer but it's not...
It's really talking to a stranger that you know more about him or her...
So after a few days, she or he isn't a stranger anymore-
but a friendship grew within...
It develops and flows
through the river of dreams, fantasies, romance...
When a red rose blooms...
When a wild beast is tame...
Love works out in a very special way...

[freemocy]

I thought I was fully recovered,
That I’m not longing you anymore,
I thought I did not remembered,
You're sweet caress,

I thought that I have forgotten,
Our moments together
I thought you were gone,
That I couldn’t hear from you anymore,
I thought I couldn’t feel the hurt anymore,
That you give when you go,
I thought I have moved on,
That I couldn’t bear this pain,
I thought I’m setting you free,
For me to be happy,
But all this I thought,
I don’t love you more than I do.

[freemocy]

I loved you,
Did you love me, too?
Bad question?
Hard to answer?

If so no...
It was all fake, then.
A Dang Shame!
For me and you, both
wasted time
Shouldn't have lied
I get hurt
I always get hurt
Blame me?
It's my fault right? Huh?
No it's not!
You flirted with other girls
Broke my heart
I am the stupid one
I was blind
I denied
Said "No that's not him, no".
I was wrong
You broke my heart... Sucks
You time comes
Remember that
If you want me back
Never will though
I'll say yes
Then blame me
I'm the stupid one
If it comes...
The first time it's not
You had me
Totally in love
Still do, too
You were good to me
was that fake?
I saw the good side
Flirtasous
That's what is worng
We are friends
that's what I hear
Talk about me?
If so, we aren't friends
Wait... Good? Bad?
Probably bad right?
I know you
You don't want me
but it hurts
life is a prison
when in love alone
should've never got close
I get hurts
EXPECT YOUR TIME COMING!