Not the first time

Go ahead and leave me
Alone in the dirt
It would not be the first time
I have been hurt

If you want you can kick me
And walk on my soul
It would not be the first time
I fell down a hole

You can help yourself
To making me cry
It would not be the first time
I wish I could die

You can insult who I am
And make me bleed inside
It would not be the first time
I wanted to hide

If you wish, make me feel helpless
And leave me alone
It would not be the first time
I'd be on my own

I don't care if you hate me
And wish I would die
It would not be the first time
That's been clarified

You can tare my soul apart
And pull me to the ground
It would not be the first time
I've been pushed around

You could rip me up in pieces
I wouldn't mind
It would not be the first time
someones been unkind.

[Larache4eva]

You can look up poems
And copy-paste here
It would not be the first time
I've see one to do this

where did i claim to make it up???