I can’t believe that you don’t exist

[marocaineonline]

When I was child, I imagined you in my mind, that you were the person who will make me cry, who will change the sense of my life. By Then I taught that all dreams came true, that I only needed to wait for you, and that you will be here when I will need you.
I dreamed that in the morning when I wake up and the sun didn’t appear, you were there. If in the dark I lose sight of love, I Hold you and have no fear, When I felt like being quiet, when I needed to speak to my mind you were there.
Through the winning, losing, and trying we'll be together, and you will be here.
If the future seems to me unclear, you will hold my hand and be here
As sure as seasons were made for change, our lifetimes were made for years.
To hold you close is the only time I feel at ease. You made me laugh, you made me cry, and you made me sit and wonder why. Why I need you too much? And why you are not here?
Now,I am going for the fist time in my life leave the arrogance and tell you are too important to me. Unfortunately you’re just a phantasm that lived in me.
Today I am conscious that even if I look for you door by door
I will not find you,
Because you simply don’t exist.

[marocaineonline]

Unfortunately sir I am not a poet.
I am simple human who is loosing the faith
The faith on something that I made up
With this dammed heart with this dammed hands
A sweet lie that it is today a bitter truth
That manages unaccommodating my feelings
And my soul is being consumed
My gloom is immense that, my Verses are becoming pieces of my life, my verses are pieces of my soul, my verses are this love that deny my beliefs , Are simply my story .
They made choose between you and my verses
I choose my verses because
They are real and you are not
Since you don’t exist

[-theTruth-]

Is that Ganja speaking?

[marocaineonline]

what is Ganja speaking???